I spent this morning looking for things to write about. My mind is overflowing with ideas and concepts that I could be typing out and posting here…however…I’ve hit a wall. And that wall is the “why?” wall. Sure, I could type about how my feminism has gone down the drain, but I still find videos like this touching. I could type about the conference in November and how interesting the speakers will be but how little impact on the “big picture” the whole thing will be. Or even about something environmental or religious. I could upload some of my photography or write about the past two movies I watched. (1408 - horrible and Factory Girl - stunning.) But why? What I’d really like to do is just go for a walk, go to the mall, call some family, visit some family, see friends and read a book. I’m having a very hard time writing on this blog …more

so with each passing day. I’m sad that I’m missing thanksgiving on Sunday, I won’t get to see my family. And when ever I look at the pictures on my wall I’m sad that I’ve lost touch with so many friends back in Mississauga and that I’ve only see one of my baby cousins once. (Happy Birthday to him, by the way!)

I think I’m coming to the end of my blogging days.

I used to blog? Yeah. Those were the good ol’ days. I also used to hang out with my friends more often, and got more sleep. I also used to be in school. Yeah, that’s right… I’m a drop out.

I forgot to pay my tuition, so they deregistered me. Lame, eh? So I just didn’t end up registering again and will start again next year. I was stupid to be doing school and full time work anyway. After work I always just want to kick back and watch a movie, or go out with some friends… Not write essays and read redundant textbooks. So I’m taking a break from school. I’m happy about it, it’ll be good. This is the first time in like 15 years I haven’t been in school, so it’s also going to be a bit weird.

Other than that, nothing else is going on…really. I work. Today I had the day off but went to work anyway for about 6 hours. I’m supposed to be meeting friends in about 5 minutes, so it looks like that is going to fall apart. Silly work. I’m going to a conference in NYC in November, more on that later. It’s with CFI, so I’m sure you can guess what it’s about… All us atheist hippies gathering in one spot. I’m not sure if I want to go or not.. mostly because I’m not sure what I believe anymore.

Anyway, thats goign to be about it for now. My plan is to write stuff tomorrow (and not go to work! a real day off!…) and not just this update stuff… something real. I need to get my brain working again… (and make an appearance at eco-chick. eeek.)

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