So my mom had just told me how proud she was of her sober daughter. …Then that weekend in Seattle I broke my project. I wasn’t going to tell anyone, because only the guy I was with saw me break it… So really, I could have kept it good and secret… But then tonight Ashley bought me beer and I drank 2 of them and smoked some weed. Well, I didn’t actually drink 2, I drank 1 and had about 3 sips of the second one - so it sits mostly full beside me. I don’t think weed was part of project de-crap, but I know for a fact that beer was. …So after 35 days of sobriety I caved and within 3 days drank 4 beers.

I guess 4 beers isn’t so bad. …I didn’t touch the hard liquor - but other people did, and that is why I have a random girl whom I don’t know puking all over our bathroom… Sick. But I finally got to meet Molly. Molly is to Ashley and Samie is to me… So I met my roomie’s Samie. And she’s great. (That would be her in the picture, I probably picked the most unflattering one ever, but it’s funny. She’s a cutie.)

And what do I love most about her? She wants to be a jedi too. So instead of watching the usual hours of Sex and the City, we watched Return of the Jedi. Woo! Anywhoops. I need to be at work tomorrow earlier than I’d like to be, so I need to sleep now. Penelope by Pinback is a wicked song… I will upload it one day… When I’m less tired.

So I changed my blog roll a bit, I moved my 5 most read blogs to the top and took off some of the blogs I wasn’t really reading. I removed I Heart Your Blog, but not because I didn’t LOVE that blog - but because Erika isn’t blogging anymore. … But now that I go look again, she might be. I’ll keep my eye on that - because I really do <3 that blog, Erika is a doll… Go read her archives, they’re so great. I took off a few others, you probably won’t even notice! Yar.

I was swamped all week with school work, but it’s finally stopped now. Sooo I should be back more regularly. Tomorrow will be devoted to catching up on e-mails (i promise!) and getting some interesting schtuff up here. If anything it will be a good distraction from applying to jobs that I don’t even want. Yay! Denny’s is hiring!  - You have no idea how horrible I am with customer service. For serious, yo.

This weekend will be my third weekend of no smoking or drinking or any of that stuff! There is a party on Saturday and a work outing for the music producer’s girlfriend, but I don’t think I’m going to either, so no tempting there. I honestly don’t think I can even stand the smell of alcohol still.

Anyway, I miss Sex and the City - so it’s time to go and rekindle our love.

After hooking my laptop up to all my regular computer things… (monitor, speakers, keyboard…etc…) I can barely tell the difference between it and my actual computer. Except my laptop is a lot slower and doesn’t reboot at any random moment. Which is nice.

I managed to get skype working, and I’m even downloading The L Word… It’ll be finished in 9 days… -_- … So I have that long to figure out what I need to install to make videos work. (My attempt at watching Lord of the Rings failed, which is probably for the best.)

I am a little pissed that I’ve been spending 40 minutes on my hair to get it looking nice for the past…how ever long, and today I let it dry all on its own without touching it and it looked exactly the same. F’n hair.

I usually don’t think things on the onion are that funny, but this is really funny. I would link to more, but instead of reading blogs tonight I was on facebook for a solid 3 hours. I don’t even know what I was doing. Time just flies on that site. Its like a secret class reunion, you get to sit there and laugh at how ugly some people have gotten, and swoon at how adorable other people have gotten without being seen. I love it.

Tomorrow I am off to a city for radio things. …I think like 3 people outside of the station know I’m going. It’ll be a long day… a long day to enter into my first weekend of no drinking or smoking. …les sigh. So far project de-crap has been going well. The only hard part is when I walk outside of a building and there are like 8 people standing there smoking… It just hits me like a giant cloud of mocking.

But I’m pretty sure it’ll work out just fine. …Anyway, I need to go do some readings for class because I haven’t done any yet this semester and I feel like I should do something since I’m paying for the classes and all. I’ll probably let my blogging slip a bit this weekend. I’ve been in a pretty shitty mood…and I need to focus some attention on my other internet areas and computer fixing and radioing.

I still haven’t done my proposal. :S

Thats what I was throwing up every 1/2 an hour yesterday and last night from about 4 - 7 am. In honor of this glorious cup of bile and grossness I am starting "Project De-Crap" … it’s going to be a big project and its going to span over a very long period of time, but… I need to do it.

Project De-Crap is going to involve me de-crapping my body and keeping it that way. No more alcohol or cigarettes are the big ones. No more pop, a lot less sugar and way less meat are the smaller ones. (Even though I already don’t eat a lot of meat…)

Less likely - I’ll start going to the gym with Ashley… I always say this. I hope to actually do it. Day 1 is always the easiest day for this sort of stuff, so we’ll see if I’m sticking to it all in a week. I for sure won’t be drinking… I don’t know about the other stuff - People probably don’t know that I’m sort of addicted to diet coke.

I’ll update from time to time on how it’s going. Up until the summer will probably be easy, but it’s in the summer when I start living in other places and hanging out with old friends and so on. But… I still have a long way to go before I get there.