I have brown hair now. And no lip ring. … and no makeup. I’m almost growing up.
I realize that it’s been a somewhat extended period of time since I last decided it was a good idea to update this dear old blog that I’ve been stuck to for so long. In fact, all of November was missed, and the majority of October. I apologize, I lost my voice and my way for a little while, but I feel like it’s back and ready to go.
I was definitely drifting the past little while… I didn’t scream at people who didn’t recycle, and the fact that my big box company throws out tons upon tons of paper every single day for some reason wasn’t even pinching a single nerve. I work with a bunch of sexists, and never really let it get to me. I brushed it off really.
There were even nights when I sat staring at some of my books such as “Social and Political Philosophy” or “Gender on Planet Earth” or “Philosophy and Biodiversity” …questioning why I still had them. Luckily I didn’t go to the extent of giving them away, that would have been horrible. I don’t know if school had just gotten to me and I was sick of thinking, or if I was sick of fighting, or if it just seemed easier to become submissive… whatever it was - it’s gone, hopefully forever.
As a quick update - I haven’t been doing anything with my life. On my downtime I play guitar hero, I can play expert on some songs… and I work. I go out a lot of weekends, but that’s becoming slight more expensive then I’m able to keep up with. I still work at Future Shop, but I have a great ranty post about them coming up. I’d like to go back to school - at this point it’s just figuring out where to go back to, and what to go back doing. I realize those are two very important things… but I don’t know yet. Radio? Writing? Geography? Geology? Religion? … I have no idea. Once I figure that out, I’ll go back, and hopefully actually finish this time around.
I guess that’s it for now. I have a lot of built up anger and frustration from the past month and a half so I’m ready to start typing my brains out… !! Woo! I’ve missed this.
…Oh, and another note - I realize the site needs some updating. This probably isn’t going to be any sort of science site… or even overly academic in anyway. I actually expect a lot more creative writing to be incorporated, and also a little bit of here and there photography if I get around to it. I spent a long time on the whole pink and white design, but I just don’t think it’s going to fly anymore. Which will probably piss Aaron off because he took such a long time getting the banner together. Sorry Aaron, I love you.
